It's okay to take a break...
These are some crazy times we're living in and it makes me sad to think about all the things that are currently happening in the world. I'm not going to repeat them here; you all have eyes and no matter your opinions, this is my space to vent my thoughts.
Despite my seemingly un-bothered demeanor, I am an empathetic person so it pains me to see everything that is happen to our planet and the people in it. I wanted to take some time away from those bad things and focus on more positive moments in my life that make me happy and keep me smiling.
I took a break from all social media; no filming, no posting, nothing and it felt good. Almost to the point where I felt like I could do without it. But then I felt guilty because even though I decided to shut out the world, my followers did not get the memo. At times I felt like I was neglecting them but then I realized that it's okay for me to take a break and focus on myself which I don't usually do. I feel like if I take the time to focus on myself, then I'm taking away time that I can spend focusing on someone else (which is not healthy). Taking a break from it all made me realize that I don't have to feel guilty about wanting to care about myself. I actually am a better sister and friend when I know that am 100% okay.
So to anyone who may feel like shutting off the world for a second to get yourself together, do it! Take however much time you need and you'll be better for it. I know I am!
